028;

I have nothing. I have nothing absolutely nothing. I have a handful of friends I trust, a boyfriend who lives thousands of miles away, no motivation, no urge to succeed. I'm so far behind in school I hardly see the point in trying anymore. I don't see the point in anything anymore. I wouldn't be hurting anyone if I just disappeared. I bet no one would even notice.

Part of me wants to get a job, save up some money and then run away to Paris or London when I turn 18...maybe I'll do it.

027;

I have a horrible tendency to take things the wrong way. I constantly think that people are out to get me so I take things badly instead of the way I'm supposed to. For example, if someone says "You look nice today." I immediately think, "What, I looked bad yesterday?" instead of viewing it as a compliment.

I'm far too paranoid for my own good, it'll kill me one day.