I think I've finally reached that point in my depression that I don't give a shit anymore.
Nothing bothers me. I hardly feel anything at all. It's like none of this is worth it anymore; like there's no point.
Why should I even try do be anything with my life when we all end up dead anyways? Why shouldn't I just cut out numerous decades and end it all now? It makes perfect sense, in my head.
It's not like I'm ever going to be completely happy. I'm too hard to please and I spend far too much time being a pessimist.
To put it simply, I don't give a fuck.
stop being like that. it always gets better, and you'll always have me
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